I always leave part of my heart in my garden as the yellow leaves drift slowly down, followed by the snow. My summer heart hibernates there, with the bulbs and the frogs, below the frost line. I don’t have the heart to clear all the leaves away, it’s too like wiping the tears of the tree.
I prefer to leave them where they fall in the flower beds, fertilizer and insulation against the winter’s fury. On the grass, I rake them all into a big pile, and let the kids jump in. We toss up the leaves in fistfuls, and they fall in our hair. We make leaf angels, before we bag them all.
My summer heart is there still in my garden, slumbering, under the snow forts, the snowmen and beyond the snow angel farms. Wrapped closely with leaves, dreaming of sunshine and warm days.
first green shoots
split the soil apart
my heart leaps out
Copyright 2014 Brenda Davis Harsham
Inspired by the Tuesday Haibun Thinking: Week 3.

Lovely, I feel just the same about fallen leaves.
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🙂 So much better to see them dancing on a breeze, frozen in ice, than bagged in a line with twenty other bags, one or two flying free from the top.
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🙂
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Brenda, Lovely.
Thanks, Bill
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Thanks!
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A wonderful haibun, not least because it shows readers you do not have to go far to find a haibun..its literally waiting for you in your garden. There is that characteristic flow to your words as one drifts from season to season – reads so well, but is deceptive, as it is very hard to make it flow so lightly I think. The frogs were a great touch! Very nice haibun, and as said, really shows where the best place to find a haibun is.
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Thanks, Managua. Another great comment, yeah! For those of us homebodies, all is a potential celebration of our homes.
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I love that your summer heart resides in the garden and pops out with the spring bulbs. Delightful image.
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Thanks! LOL I really do feel more whole and alive when my garden is green. 🙂
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I know I do!
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I’m drafting another haibun about gardens right now. I miss my garden so. 🙂
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Excellent about the haibun; not the ‘missing’ feeling, although that too has its place in the world.
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It’s nearly done! A great feeling, like harvesting cucumbers in the fall. 🙂
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Can’t wait to crunch in to the juicy deliciousness of it.
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It’s up. I hope you like it! 🙂
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I do!
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what lovely sentiments you express here. Your writing is very lyrical and the haiku is like a shout of joy. 🙂
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Thanks, I was really channeling spring there at the end. Still a month off. 😀
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That’s a beautiful garden!
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Yes, isn’t that a great picture? The artist had a good eye.
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So beautiful….my favorite season is fall 🙂 And that isn’t why my daughter is named Autumn. lol
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Autumn is a beautiful name. And it’s always been my favorite, too. So glorious, the culmination of a summer’s yearning. And yet, I do love the summer, so much free-flowing time with my kids, sleeping late, road trips and long breaks. Heat and cool water. Things growing and eating from my garden. Yes, part of my heart is there, with the summer.
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I enjoy summer….more when I don’t live in areas like here where we are swimming in heat and humidity. I have always loved Autumn…the sights, smells and feels like time slows down.
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I’m going to the desert in the summer this year. God help me. I’m going to need it. I may wilt like impatiens. LOL
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ha…the desert I love. It is hot but not like where I live. I can handle the desert heat.
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I’ve been to Palm Springs in April, but this will be July. It’s going to be hotter than anything I’ve ever experienced.
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Oh Palm Springs….I remember visiting there when I lived in Cali!!!
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Family there needs visiting. 🙂 I remember visiting in April, and it was 115 in the shade. What will July be like? No use worrying… 🙂
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beautiful brenda, and my summer heart is in my garden as well )
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You are a kindred spirit, Beth. I kind of wonder sometimes if we are related. I have so much family in MI that I only vaguely know. You aren’t related to any Davis’s, are you?
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so funny, i’ve thought the same. the only ‘davis’ connection here is jeff davis, who was our paperboy when i was little and he told on me when i threw a mud ball at his head.
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Well, he’s no relative of mine!! I’m afraid all the relatives left there were female, and all have a variety of last names.
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That’s so beautiful. I loved ‘like wiping the tears of the tree” fab 🙂
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Thanks! 😀
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A truly lovely post Brenda, your prose was as beautiful as your poem. 🙂 x
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Thanks, that’s extra special nice coming from another gardener. An actual professional horticulturist! 🙂
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You’re very welcome! Your site is one of my favourite nature-based blogs I follow 😀 x
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Yeah, doing a happy dance!!
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😀 x
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Lovely:)
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Thanks!
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Lovely words and pic!
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Thanks, Professor!
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Oh, I love your descriptions here! Sounds lovely!
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Thanks!
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Very well written Brenda both Haibun and haiku are very pleasing to read. Excellent piece Brenda.
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Thanks! I long for spring. Could you tell? LOL
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I think all you Americans would be feeling the same.
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Some of us Americans are already getting it, in the Southern areas. New England takes another month.
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I really like that, Brenda. The descriptiveness of the seasons and what you do in them is excellent.
I have added your post to the link-up so others can read your work 🙂
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Thanks! I would have, but my computer kept crashing, and I literally could not boot it. Fingers crossed for today.
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My sister has that problem at the moment as well
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Today has been normal, so far. Knock wood. I am so dependent. Makes me uneasy.
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Your prose also reads like a poem. 🙂 Having said that, I am looking forward to the first buds of spring. I hope all’s well after the recent snow storm. 🙂
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All is well here, the kids were very excited when they had a few friends over, a fast-moving snowball fight over, and the roof shucked off a whale of snow with a giant woof. The biggest snowball imaginable. 🙂
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Reblogged this on By the Mighty Mumford and commented:
LOOKING FORWARD TO THOSE FIRST GREEN SHOOTS!!!!!
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Leaf angels, how delightful and fun.
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We really embrace the leaf pile. 🙂
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I also love to leave the leaves under the trees! There’s nothing like the joy children find jumping into a pile of leaves!
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I take videos every year, and they are my favorites. 🙂
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